| woah its been awhile...welp today was the last day of school and summer is here. dont really have much planned so if u wanna hang out leave me a comment and uhhh maybe we can hang out 
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| well prom is tomarrow...fun fun...im not goin...i havent been doin much lately...my car is still in the shop...gettin a new engine put in. somethin isnt right...like theres somethin missin. i just hope my car doesnt take much longer
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| ok...ive doin alot of thinkin and i know what i have to do now...its gonna be hard...but at this point i cant think about how impossible it is...i have to think about how possible it is...who knew that life could throw u so many curve balls..hahaha...but this time im hittin a home run...ive been so afraid of my fantasies i never thought about reality...now...its all real. I can do this...im not afraid anymore, some things that seem so good has to end but what ppl dont see is that bigger and better things lie ahead..its just a matter if u wanna look ahead or not. Real: Brandi- we had so much fun at K-Mart, Emma-the drive by when that dude said u had a nice ass, Jimmy-Im always here bro, Dougy- sorry bro..i aint gay, Tony-just be urself bro...dont act like anyone else, Sam & Jeff-who knew?...i did!!!, Timmy & Theresa-well..i found my next task , Chris-alotta work needs to be done, Lizzie, Alyssa, Lexis, Lisa, Kassi-all my girls...ur the best, Brittany-....me and u have been thru thick and thru thin...theres so much i wish i could say...but i cant...u say im ur best friend and u love me...but if this is as close to ur heart as i can get...thats fine...but i have a question for u whats better than bein in love with ur best friend?...i know sometimes u dont know what u feel...look deep within ur heart...ur heart will do u know wrong...my heart hasnt...my heart led me to u  |
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| UGH....here it comes...crashin on top of me...im too far gone...im on my own now...funny...the taste of a tear...havent tasted in awhile...my car is messed up...now i need more money to fix it. Tomorrow ill do it...yes or no im doin it and no one is gonna stop me...but to the person i ask it to...if u already no the answer....dont think about it. SPEAK SLOWLY...TEACH ME HEARTACHE AND JUST STOP THIS BURNING NOW
Lisa...if u read this...i need u now...u will understand what im goin thru...please |
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| well i went across the bridge last night to get Easter clothes for church...i tell u Hechts is like realy expensive...i have to close at work tonight...and thankfully next week i get off at 2 so im happy. For some reason iv been feelin good but then i get that feelin of how long with it will last. so many of my friends that i havent talked to in like a year r now like callin me up out of the clear blue...its weird but im happy. well i gotta get outta here |
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